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May 27, 2021

SINATRA–CNE–1984–SEPTEMBER IN THE RAIN

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    Okay,  I survived my vaccine. 

Scott - May 18, 2021

It’s been three weeks since that little poke in the arm  laid me out flat.   You can read more about all of that in my previous blahg ASTRAZENECA VACCINE — MY CAUTIONARY TALE.  I don’t want to revisit that but now that they’ve halted AstraZeneca, I’m not sure what will be my second dose.  Hopefully, whatever it is, it won’t make me ill.  I’m moving on. 

   Recently, I was contacted by a fellow Canadian, currently in England, who had read my AstraZeneca blahg as well as a previous blahg that I wrote in October of 2011 about Frank Sinatra at the Canadian National Exhibition (CNE) in September of 1984.  That previous blahg was SINATRA ALMOST GOT ME KILLED and you’ll really have to read that blahg in order to understand the title.  The blahg was more about my experience with the concert and not Sinatra’s or Toronto’s experience.  My Canadian colleague was doing some research on that concert and had emailed me about some articles from that time period.  In responding, I realized there was really more of a back-story to the 1984 concert that had to be taken into consideration.  So, I’ve decided that this blahg will be the chance to provide more insight into the 1984 concert and why Sinatra was behind the eight-ball before he even appeared on stage. 

   In the email, explaining about the back-story, I had only backed up to 1983 and explained some of the events leading up to the 1984 concert.  To be fair, I need to back up as far as 1949 so I can provide true context.  A quick note about 1940 and 1941 would provide even more insight.  This is all about Sinatra in Toronto and his first appearance with the Tommy Dorsey Orchestra was at the CNE in September of 1940.  The band would play from September 4th-7th, 1940.  Sinatra would not receive credit in any of the news clippings during his appearance at the CNE.  Here’s one of the ads that ran in the Toronto Star on September 5, 1940.  You can click on the advertisement to view a larger image.

Tommy Dorsey at the CNE in 1940

A rare 15 minute radio transcription of Sinatra and Dorsey’s performance from September 5th, 1940, the same day as the above advertisement, has recently surfaced.  Give it a listen:

   The Tommy Dorsey Orchestra with Sinatra would return to the CNE again in August of 1941.  That year, it was only for two days on August 22nd and 23rd, 1941.  Again, Sinatra’s name would not appear in local media advertisements.  The following ad appeared in the Globe and Mail, Toronto, August 21st, 1941.

Tommy Dorsey at the CNE in August of 1941

   By September of 1942, September 3rd, 1942 being his last day, Sinatra had left Dorsey and the band did not play the CNE in Toronto that year.  Dorsey and Sinatra would only make one Canadian stop in 1942 and that was on May 6th at the Forum in Montreal. 

   Are you still wondering about 1949?  Wait no longer.  The explanation is that Sinatra’s first appearance as solo vocalist in Toronto was at the Mutual Arena on August 7th and 8th, 1949.  It had been eight years since his last visit to Toronto at the CNE in August of 1941.  Finally, Sinatra would make a two evening performance in the city. 

Sinatra at the Mutual Arena, Toronto, 1949

Reviews for Sinatra at the Mutual Arena were good. 

Review of Sinatra at Mutual Arena 1949 Part 1
Review of Sinatra at Mutual Arena 1949 Part 2

One article even mentioned Sinatra’s previous Toronto appearance with Dorsey in 1941: 

Another article about Sinatra at the Mutual Arena

Sinatra even got his picture in the Globe and Mail newspaper on July 8th, 1949 noting how he flew in to a local airport and was met by fans and still how it had been eight years since he was last in Toronto. 

Toronto is met by fans at the airport in 1949

   And you’re probably still asking, “what’s the significance about 1949?”  Well, I’ll tell you.  After the 1949 concert, Sinatra would not return to Toronto until 1975.  Yes, 26 years would pass before Sinatra would perform again in Toronto.  During those 26 years Sinatra had appeared from February 6th to 15th, 1953 at the Chez Paree in Montreal and gave two concerts at the Vancouver Forum in Vancouver on June 8th, 1957.  Sinatra at the ForumThe 1957 Vancouver concert would be issued on CD on the Acrobat label in 2010, mistaking the venue as the Orpheum, and is a splendid example of the 1950s swinging Sinatra.  Toronto missed out on the swinging 1950s Sinatra and the 1960s Summit Sinatra with pals Dean Martin, Sammy Davis Jr., Peter Lawford, and Joey Bishop.  When Sinatra retired in 1971, it probably left Sinatra fans thinking they would never see the great singer perform in their city again.  It would be a new generation or maybe the old generation waiting for him to come back.   

Sinatra returning to Toronto in 1975 Part 1

   Jump to 1975 and on January 28th, the Toronto Star runs a two part article announcing Sinatra’s return to Toronto on May 10th.   The first part would mention Sinatra’s 25 year absence from Toronto.  The second part of the article would talk about the absence and some animosity towards Sinatra.

Sinatra returning to Toronto in 1975 Part 2

The Toronto Star ran a full-page spread on Sinatra on May 5th, 1975 and provided some details about the previous 1949 appearance in Toronto.  You could tell by the article that some excitement was building regarding his appearance and that it was in part due to his long absence from the city. 

The Toronto Star May 3, 1975

The stage was set for an exciting evening. 

   So what went wrong?  It started with an editorial by Gary Lautens in the Toronto Star on February 25th, 1975; less than a month after it had been announced that Sinatra would appear at Maple Leaf Gardens in May.

Mr. Lautens wanted to dig up the whole issue Sinatra had had with the press in the past.

   Then there was the issue with tickets.  Before tickets went on sale, most of the top seats were already gone:

Sinatra ticket scarcitySinatra ticket May 10, 1975 - 8PM Show

But that issue was quickly solved by Sinatra agreeing to add another show on May 10th.

Sinatra agrees to a second show

Sinatra ticket May 10, 1975 - Midnight Show

Of course there was that “50-cent service charge” added to tickets that made some people angry.  It was the issues of service charges and ticket scarcity that made some angry but the press wasn’t finished with Mr. Sinatra.

   On the day of the concert, May 10, 1975, an incident of violence was reported in The Toronto Star:

Photographer Punched By Sinatra BodyguardPhotographer Punched Part 2This was the type of press Sinatra didn’t need.  Gary Lautens had already taken on Sinatra about violence towards reporters and now it was being alleged that Sinatra’s bodyguards were attacking media persons.  So what was Sinatra to do?  Well, he gave his concert that people paid to see and hear but he also took the opportunity to call out the media and suggest that the punching incident never happened. 

One million dollars offered for proof of punchThe Canadian Press wire service even picked up the thread and published a picture and article of Sinatra holding a copy of the Toronto Star before ripping it up to cheers from the audience. 

Sinatra getting punchy

Of course, the media took shots at Sinatra as well in their reviews of the two concerts.  The Globe and Mail said Sinatra was a “vocal has-been” but acknowledged that he still held sway with his fans:

Sinatra a has been?

Two days later, on May 12th, 1975 the Globe and Mail acknowledged even more so that Sinatra was no “has-been” to his fans:

Sinatra is no "has-been"

On May 12th, the Toronto Star also finally got around to covering Sinatra’s appearance by publishing a full page with three articles and photos.  The articles covered everything from the fan adoration, the press thinking Sinatra’s performance was lacking, and that punch or no punch incident. 

Old Blue Eyes Has the Last Laugh

Photos of Sinatra on May 10, 1975

Two more articles about Sinatra at Maple Leaf Gardens, May 10, 1975

   Frank Sinatra would return to Toronto later in 1975 to perform at the CNE on August 21st.  Just a few months after the May concert and none of the articles make reference to any of the issues that occurred while Sinatra  had appeared at Maple Leaf Gardens. 

Sinatra coming back to CNE

There was no mention of the earlier 1975 concerts or the problems associated with Sinatra’s appearance at Maple Leaf Gardens.  This was the first time that Sinatra had appeared at the CNE since his 1941 performances with the Tommy Dorsey Orchestra.  Even the reviews of Sinatra at the CNE in 1975 were better.  The Toronto Star said this was the concert he should have performed at the Gardens earlier that year.

Toronto Star review of Sinatra at CNE in 1975

The Globe and Mail also praised Sinatra at the CNE: 

Globe and Mail review of 1975 CNE concert

Definitely, the CNE was a better venue for Sinatra in 1975. 

   Sinatra came back again to Maple Leaf Gardens on May 1st of 1976 with very little fanfare. 

Sinatra back at the Gardens in 1976

Reviews were mixed again for his 1976 engagement at Maple Leaf Gardens. 

Review of Sinatra concert at Gardens in 1976

Notice that The Star felt Sinatra had given a better performance at the CNE the previous year.  The CNE Grandstand was an open-air venue where the Gardens had been closed in.  Was that the secret of his success?  The Globe and Mail gave a similar review:

The Globe and Mail review of 1976b Gardens Concert

   So now we get to what went wrong with the 1984 CNE concert.  Sinatra had performed well and the reviews were good for his August 1975 concert at the CNE compared to the ones he performed at Maple Leaf Gardens.  But 1984 is a considerable time after 1975 and 1976.  Again, people were starting to wonder if Sinatra was ever coming back to Toronto.  The rumour of his return started again in 1983 and concluded with a scheduled date in 1983.  On June 3rd, 1983, Peter Goddard with the Toronto Star reported on rumours of Sinatra appearing at the CNE in 1983 although Sinatra’s office denied any plans of Sinatra returning to the CNE that year: 

Rumors of Sinatra the CNE in 1983

By June 30th, 1983, both the Toronto Star and the Globe and Mail reported that Sinatra was indeed appearing at the CNE in 1983 and the date had been set for August 27th: 

Sinatra returning to CNE in 1983

On August 5th, however, it was announced that Sinatra had to cancel, or postpone, his performance at the CNE that year. 

Sinatra cancels 1983 CNE appearance

To be fair, Sinatra did not have another gig on August 27th of 1983.  Sinatra’s last summer performance was at the Universal Amphitheatre on June 19, 1983 and he would not perform again until September 20th at the Waldorf Astoria in New York.  There was one exception and that was August 5th at the Sporting Club in Monte-Carlo, Monaco which was a benefit for the Red Cross and he performed with his pal, Sammy Davis Jr. 

Monte Carlo concert August 5th, 1983

I have yet to find any other reason for Sinatra’s cancellation of the 1983 CNE appearance but his cancellation started to raise a furor in Toronto. 

   The first suggestion of any backlash over the cancellation of the 1983 concert started with an article in the Toronto Star on August 11th, 1983. 

Controller mad at Sinatra

Bob Yuill the North York Controller was the one spouting off.  Remember the name Bob Yuill because his voice will be heard again in 1984 when Sinatra returned again to the CNE.  It should be noted that not everyone associated with the CNE was as angry as Bob Yuill.  David Garrick, with the CNE Entertainment Committee, and the person who was responsible for booking Sinatra at the CNE in 1975, wrote a letter to the Toronto Star disagreeing with Bob Yuill’s position. 

Sinatra welcome to come back to CNE

Garrick’s rebuttal of Yuill seemed to quiet things down because there was no further mention of Sinatra or even a Sinatra ban during the rest of 1983. 

   In April of 1984 the first rumour started that the CNE was looking to have Sinatra back in 1984.  On April 11th, 1984 Sinatra’s name appeared briefly in a Toronto Star article reporting on possible acts for the 1984 CNE: 

Sinatra rumoured for 1984 CNE

On July 18, 1984, the Toronto Star announced Sinatra’s appearance at the CNE that year to be official. The date was set for a September 2nd concert by Sinatra but the Toronto Star still had to drag out some of the press issues Sinatra had prior to the 1975 concert at Maple Leaf Gardens:

 

Sinatra officially announced for CNE 1984

Ticket prices were much higher for Sinatra in 1984 with the top seats going for $75 compared to the top price of $25 when he last appeared in Toronto at Maple Leaf Gardens in 1976.  Notice as well that Bob Yuill’s name popped again with Yuill doubting that Sinatra would follow through with his September concert.  He was even waging money that Sinatra would not appear.  The Toronto Star followed up with another article on July 19th dedicated to Yuill’s skepticism toward Sinatra’s concert at the CNE: 

Bob Yuill doubts Sinatra's appearancce

The wagering of money offered by Yuill was taken up by someone two days later as noted in an article in the Toronto Star on July 20th, 1984

Bill Ballard takes Yuill up on his bet

This time, Frank Sinatra’s defender was Bill Ballard who was head of the Concert Productions International who had booked Sinatra into the CNE for 1984.  Bill Ballard was also the son of Harold Ballard who was instrumental in booking Sinatra into Maple Leaf Gardens in 1975.  Even fans came to Sinatra’s defence and asked that things be left to the past.  The following letter to the Editor of the Toronto Star appeared on July 27th, 1984: 

 

Letter to the Editor supportin Sinatra

   Tickets finally went on sale on on July 30th, 1984: 

Sinatra tickets went on sale

In my previous blahg about the 1984 concert, SINATRA ALMOST GOT ME KILLED, I detailed my ordeal to secure tickets to this concert.  It’s a fun read and since I’ve mentioned that blahg and linked to it twice in this blahg, then you really should check it out.  Despite my own issue with trying to obtain a ticket to the concert, the issues that plagued fans at previous concerts didn’t seem to occur in 1984.  One fan was happy he only had to wait 4.5 hours to get his ticket.  This article comes from the August 3rd, 1984 edition of the Toronto Star: 

Fan only waits 4.5 hours for a ticket

The remaining articles leading up to Sinatra’s appearance were relegated to advertisements and nothing critical from Bob Yuill nor anything more about his possible wager with Bill Ballard. 

   I don’t think I’ll detail much more than I’ve said about the actual concert.  If you haven’t checked out my previous blahg, SINATRA ALMOST GOT ME KILLED, now plugging it for a third time, then I’ll re-post what I said then about the concert: 

The concert was great despite what you can read in the reviews. Here was Sinatra, in the pouring rain, no protection, with lightning flashing all around, and him just singing as if this was all commonplace to him. I kept thinking “my god, he’s standing in a puddle, it’s pissing down rain, and he’s holding a metal stand, he’s going to get electrocuted.”  If there’s anything to the old adage that the show must go on, Sinatra lived by it.  It was as if nothing phased him.  He sang some of the songs from his new album, “L.A. Is My Lady” and thrilled the audience with some great standards. I think the greatest thrills were when he sang songs that mentioned the rain. When he sang “Come Rain or Come Shine” and “Pennies From Heaven” with the opening line, ‘Every time it rains, it rains, pennies from heaven’, more cheers went up from the crowd than when he belted out “New York, New York.” The only thing that would have made it perfect was if he had performed “September in the Rain” or “Stormy Weather.”

The whole concert only lasted 46 minutes. Sinatra left the stage and within a minute, you could see his limo, followed by a police car, driving off to drier parts unknown. Many people were upset about the shortness of the concert but not me. I had almost died and I had gotten soaked by rain but those were the only downsides. In the plus column, I had lived, I had made it to the concert, I had sat beside a beautiful girl, and I had seen and heard Sinatra live in concert. I had no complaints.

I still don’t think I could have summed it up better than that.  CNE Set List I mentioned that opening line of “Pennies From Heaven” and this is what it sounded like almost 37 years ago.  This is actually Sinatra singing “Pennies From Heaven” at the CNE on September 2nd, 1984: 

 

   If you thought the storm on the night of the concert was bad enough, the storm of bad press that followed the concert took everything to the next level.  The review from the Toronto Star on September 3rd, 1984 tried to be kind but hinted at the anger towards Sinatra: 

Toronto Star review of 1984 CNE concert

The Toronto Star also devoted their front page of the September 3rd edition to the problems associated with the shortened concert and how fans felt: 

Fans angered by shortened showUpset fans in the rain

The Globe & Mail’s coverage was very much like the Toronto Star’s leaning on the disappointment of the fans: 

Globe & Mail article #1Globe & Mail article #2

Notice that in the Globe & Mail article from September 3rd, that the North York Controller is mentioned but this time it’s Esther Shiner.  Was there more than one North York Controller?  The Globe & Mail at least published a defence of Sinatra by the CNE in the September 4th edition: 

CNE defends Sinatra

Risking his life in a thunderstorm by holding a microphone?  Didn’t I say that?  Of course the Globe & Mail had to add their two cents worth about that issue in the September 5th issue: 

Was Sinatra in danger?

The United Press article from September 8th, 1984 was even less kind: 

UPI review of Sinatra at CNE

   The Toronto Star, meanwhile, published an article on September 4th that highlighted the blame game of who was not taking responsibility for the problems with the concert, putting some of the blame on Sinatra, and even invoked Bob Yuill’s name again: 

The Blame Game for the CNE concert

And what of Bob Yuill?  He obviously lost his bet that Sinatra would not appear.  In the same September 4th edition of the Toronto Star, Bob Yuill is heard from again and this time he’s proposing another ban on Sinatra: 

Bob Yuill wants a ban on Sinatra

Of course Bob Yuill did not get his ban.  Personally, I can understand the anger of some fans but Bob Yuill had complimentary tickets so what did he have to complain about?  Me?  I was one fan who was happy.  But what did other fans think of the concert?  Here are some the letters to the Editor of the Toronto Star: 

Another fan speaks out about CNE concert

For the record, I think Roger Wyatt is mostly correct.  In 1975 Sinatra was heralded for his appearance at the CNE but it didn’t rain then.  If Sinatra had appeared indoors, maybe not Maple Leaf Gardens, then the story would have been quite different.  Other fans continued to support Sinatra:

Another fan supports Sinatra

 

   The question about whether Sinatra would be invited back or if Bob Yuill would have his way was finally answered in a Globe & Mail article on November 22, 1984: 

Sinatra will always be welcomes

There was one more article that dealt with some disgruntled fans who had organized a rally to try and get refunds.  The following article from the Globe & Mail on September 24th sums up how that fizzled out: 

Sinatra anit-rally gets no traction

   So what have we learned from all of this?  Toronto had a love/hate relationship with Sinatra.  Certainly the press never made it easy for him.  His long absence from Toronto between 1949 and 1975 was one strike against him.  The attacks from the media because of Sinatra’s own love/hate relationship with the press was another strike.  You’d think issues with ticket sales and venues would have been the third or more strikes against him.  But this is Sinatra.  He might have received three strikes but he never struck out.  Would you have called out on Sinatra?  The die-hard fans never did and to most he put on great shows.  And he kept coming back. 

   Sinatra would return to Toronto again in 1989 with Liza Minnelli  at the then Sky Dome and again in 1991 with Steve and Eydie at Maple Leaf Gardens.  I’ve detailed about those in another blahg SINATRA:TORONTO, ROUND 2 or “DO YOU WANT FRIES WITH THAT?” so you can check that out and read also about his last Canadian concert in Hamilton in 1993.  I’m lucky to have seen Sinatra three times in Toronto in 1984, 1989, and 1991.  I also attended that Hamilton concert in 1993 and have copies of fan recorded versions of those concerts so I can relive the memories. 

   I started out once to detail information about all of Sinatra’s appearances in Canada and even finished part one.  The first part provides information, clippings, and reviews starting with his very first appearance as part of “The Hoboken Four” with the Major Bowes touring group at the Capitol Theatre, Victoria, B.C., November 6th and 7th, 1935 and concluding with the famous June 8th, 1957 concert at the Vancouver Coliseum.  The file also includes artwork for posters for concerts that were cancelled as well as extensive information on Sinatra’s USO tour with Phil Silvers when they spent ten days touring military bases throughout Newfoundland in May and June of 1945.  I’m going to post the link here for the PDF of part one but in doing so, I noticed that I must have included some material for what would have been part two.  The current file actually starts with the Victoria 1935 appearances and ends with his appearance at The Forum, Montreal, Quebec, May 9th, 1975.  The link to read or download is http://falseducks.com/theblahg/images/SinatraInCanada(2021).pdf.  Maybe I’ll get motivated and eventually finish part two which includes not only the Montreal Forum concert in 1975 and all of the Toronto concerts I’ve mentioned in this blahg but also other concerts in Montreal as well as Vancouver, Calgary, Hamilton, and a cancelled concert in Edmonton from 1991. 

   I hope you enjoyed the story behind the 1984 ill-fated CNE concert.  Me, I think it was fine.  I paid for my ticket and had nothing to complain about.  I think Sinatra showed great class in going on that night.  I wonder if Bob Yuill would have been happier if Sinatra had cancelled or if Mr Yuill would have been outraged by the cancellation.  I don’t think Sinatra could have won either way.  The real fans support his memory and I’ve said it before, “It’s Sinatra’s World, We Just Live In It.”It's Sinatra's World

 

 

 

May 12, 2021

ASTRAZENECA VACCINE — MY CAUTIONARY TALE

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    Here it  is mid-may and I have a tale for you. Scott May 2021I haven’t spoken much about Covid 19 and the vaccines but I finally have something to say. First let me say that I am pro-vaccine and I certainly encourage everyone to get whatever vaccine they can get. I’m not anti-mask or anti-vaccine and I believe we should all follow all of the safety precautions and do our social distancing and not gather when it’s not safe to do so.  This isn’t rocket science folks.  Do the right thing!  Moving on. 

   I have been trying to get a vaccine for more than a month now.  I live in a rural area but I’m very close to a populated city, Belleville, Ontario and I even work in Belleville.  I’m 58 and I’ve been on numerous wait-lists and have signed up through our Health Unit and on a local pharmacy’s website.  I was casting my lines but getting no nibbles.  On April 27th, I happened to stop into one of the Shopper’s Drug Mart on my way to work to purchase stamps when I thought to stop by the pharmacy section to ask about the vaccine.  It was just before 10am and they hadn’t started giving out their daily doses so they asked me if I wanted one then and there.  Of course I jumped at it and even convinced them to schedule my wife for later that date.  I was just in the right place at the right time. 

   I was informed that it was the AstraZeneca vaccine but I didn’t care.  I know there’s been some people who have died of rare blood clots but the smart people were saying that was extremely rare and to get the first vaccine that is offered.  Herd ImmunityWe have to get that herd immunity.  Like I said, I didn’t care.  I was given the information about the vaccine and agreed to it and got the jab in my left arm.  I even texted my wife and children and my employer stating that I was no longer a vaccine virgin.  I was happy that I did it. 

   Jump to later in the day and my left arm is very sorry and I have a slight headache.  That evening the headache got worse and I started to feel unwell.  I knew this was a possibility and I didn’t worry.  I went to bed feeling ill and woke up in the middle of the night with the chills and shaking vigorously.  My wife had to share her body heat to keep me warm and to stop the shivering.  It wasn’t foreplay.  Luckily she only had a slight headache from her vaccine.  I eventually got back to sleep and then awoke later in the morning just soaked from sweat.  I had to lie in my underwear on top of the blankets to try and cool down.  I know, that’s an image you’ll never get out of your head. 

   I had received my vaccine on a Tuesday and I didn’t have to work the next day.  Ice Cream TruckGood thing, too, because I felt like I had been hit by a truck and not the nice kind with an ice-cream cache inside.  I still had the headaches but I generally felt like I had the flu.  That night, the buzzing in my ears started.  The next day I felt a little better and by Friday I was running at about 90% of my old self but still with the ear buzzing and a slight headache.  Friday afternoon, on my way home from work, my nose started running strenuously for about 30 minutes then stopped.  Then the headache increased with dizziness, blurred vision, and chills and sweats again.  The next day, Saturday, I was run over again by the same truck. 

   In the afternoon on Saturday I thought maybe I should get a Covid test because it was possible I had been infected before my vaccination and the current symptoms were from that.  I managed to get into a drive-through Covid testing site and the results were back the next day and they were negative.  I was still not feeling well on the Monday, May 2nd so I called the pharmacy that gave me the vaccine and they said to call my Doctor.  I called my Doctor and told them I had been sick since getting the vaccine but I also had a Covid test but it was negative.  The receptionist at my Doctor’s office said I wasn’t supposed to call her but to call “them.”  I said, “who’s them?”  She said, “the Covid testing center.”  I explained again that I didn’t have Covid but everything had happened since getting the AstraZeneca vaccine.  She took a moment to consult with my Doctor and said my Doctor would call me on Thursday afternoon, May 6th. 

   Meanwhile, I felt awful.  I had the never-ending headache, buzzing in the ears, I had no energy and I was tired all the time.  There was no fever and no cough.  By the time my Doctor called me on Thursday, there had been no improvement.  The pharmacy had recommended either Tylenol or Ibuprofen but neither did anything for me.  My Doctor listened to me explain my symptoms over the phone and then basically said it was a side-effect of the vaccine and that I would have to tough it out.  Five minutes later she called me back and asked for more details about when certain symptoms had started and intensity.  She said she would call me back.  Five minutes later, her receptionist called me and said the Doctor wanted to see me in her office right away. 

   I live 30 minutes away from my Doctor’s office so the drive was a little stressful.  Worrying DriveIn fact, I was already dizzy and probably shouldn’t have driven myself.  My wife was at work and I texted her but when the Doctor tells you to come to her office when she’s not seeing anyone in person then you don’t delay.  By the time I got to her office, my heart was pounding and I was exhausted.  I had to sit in an exam room for 10 minutes and I fell asleep. 

   When my Doctor finally came in she could see I wasn’t well but she asked me why I had come in.  Duh, you told me to.  She then asked why I had waited until today to report my symptoms.  I explained that I had actually called her office on Monday and was told she would call me back Thursday.  She was surprised by that and said they had some things to learn in her office…yeah, at my expense.  I’ve had this Doctor for almost thirty years.  She should know that I don’t usually come in unless I’m really ill.  The Doctor then took my blood pressure, temperature, and then had me do some hand-eye coordination tests.  She also had me try to walk a straight line with heel to toe but I kept stumbling because I was dizzy.  She then told me to sit down because she was going to call the hospital because she wanted me to get to the Emergency department and get blood work and an MRI or Cat Scan if possible.  If I wasn’t feeling ill before, that news sent me into a spin. 

   After five minutes, the Doctor came back and said the Hospital didn’t want to see me.  She said they felt it was probably a reaction to the vaccine and that I would have to tough it out.  Wasn’t that what she had said on Monday?  Why all the tests and causing my anxiety to max out?  Apparently the hospital was sure I hadn’t had a stroke and didn’t have a blood clot.  This was after no blood work or xrays or even seeing me and they could diagnose me second-hand through my Doctor.  I wasn’t impressed.  I was drained and the ride home wasn’t much better than the drive in.  I was exhausted when I got home and went and lay down for two hours.  Sheesh! 

   The next day, Friday May 7th was no better and I was even worse on the Saturday and had to spend a lot of time in bed.  Sunday was Mother’s Day and the sun shone and our son came to visit.  I felt better but tired.  Monday I had a dentist appointment and rallied enough to attend that.  The dizziness and headache were still there.  Today is Tuesday and I still have the headache and ear-ringing but I’m toughing it out and came to work.  I’m off now until Friday.  I’d love to wake up without the headache and ear-ringing but hopefully that will fade too.   Yesterday, my local pharmacy notified me that I could come get my AstraZeneca vaccine.  I phoned and told them I had it already.  I didn’t tell them what they could do with the one they were holding for me.

   Nothing is ever simple with me.  I kept telling people I was glad I got the vaccine but if I knew I’d have this kind of reaction, I’d have waited for Pfizer or Moderna.  It’s been a tough two weeks.  I think my Doctor has learned something or I hope she has.  Still, there’s talk about discontinuing AstraZeneca in Ontario so I’m wondering what that means for my second shot.  There’s also talk about mixing and matching.  The Vaccine gameI didn’t think you’re supposed to do that with medicine.  I know you’re not supposed to mix your drinks.  Honestly, this is like the magician asking you to pick a card and you hope he guesses right.  Again, I’m encouraging everyone to get a vaccine but maybe read my precautionary tale and then put yourself on every list and get the one that you feel the most comfortable receiving.  When the magician asks you to take a card and put it back, hide an extra one up your sleeve and screw up the whole trick.  Stay home.  Stay safe.  And get a vaccine…I’m just not going to say which one.

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